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Continued Coexistence

Getting back to Coexistence, I thought I would present you with some new images. I began this portfolio stating that I hoped to “show how our obsession to control, inhabit, and possess Nature never really works and eventually a new relationship between the natural and manmade is born, sometimes beautiful, sometimes chaotic, but always interesting.”

Since starting with image #1 shown in a previous entry, I have taken more pictures, some of which I feel fit into the predefined parameters and some which don’t. I’m not sure, at this point whether or not that initial statement even applies. I feel like it may be already heading in a different direction.

When I worked as an architect, there was a continual back and forth between what I wanted my designs to be and what they demanded to be. I tried and tried to control them only to repeatedly realize that in the end, they were their own entities. When the project would get stuck, I would try to interject something new into it and it would move again only to come back to center. I think that developing a photographic portfolio is the same kind of process. I can state from the beginning that it will be this but in the end, if the images are hanging on the wall, will I even want to tell people what it is or does that become irrelevant, inappropriate or even infringe on the viewing experience? I think it’s good to start with an idea or approach and lead the process, but you must be able to recognize clearly when it doesn’t want to be what you hope it is. I am struggling right now wondering if this is really about what happens when we try to possess Nature, or if it’s simply a series of urban tree portraits or something completely different, something I can’t even define right now.

I am presenting these images knowing they’re not a cohesive collection. But I’m trying to organize what my eyes are seeing to try and understand where I should head. For those of you following this project, I would ask for answers to the following questions (and I know these can be difficult ones to answer). What do you like — can you find 1 or more pairs that work together? If so, why? What don’t you like and why? What would you suggest? Any ideas for moving forward? Are you having a similar struggle?

I do see a few different pairings, and I’d like, if you are willing to participate, to compare in a future post what you’re seeing to what I am.

I went to the Corcoran Gallery of Art about 2 years ago to watch the documentary on Sally Mann and to hear her speak about her work. In the film, there is one scene where she’s in her car driving and talking about how the hardest part (I assume she meant in being an artist) are the in betweens — the periods between projects where doubt can creep in…

Coexistence #2

Coexistence #2

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Coexistence #4

Coexistence #4

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Coexistence #6

Coexistence #6

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Coexistence #8

Coexistence #8

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Coexistence #10

Coexistence #10

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Coexistence #12

Coexistence #12

Time & Place with Raymond Meeks

After attending PhotoLucida, I took a 1 day workshop at Newspace Center for Photography with Raymond Meeks titled Time | Place. The workshop was the day after PhotoLucida ended. I was exhausted from the 4 days of portfolio reviews and while driving to Newspace, I was wondering if I shouldn’t be taking the day off from creative thought. I know, though, from experience, that in every workshop, whether a week or a day, I always walk away with something of importance. This experience was not different.

The plan for the day was to spend a few hours talking, getting to know one another and what our individual goals are. Then, we would head off to a site about 20 minutes outside of Portland and watch Raymond make a photograph (see picture below) and then come back and have a quick session in the darkroom developing the 8×10 negative and making a contact print.

It was interesting to go around the room and hear what everyone was hoping to learn and their different approaches to photography. I believe there were 7 students and I was surprised to learn of everyone’s differing backgrounds. There was a commercial photographer, a few who had just gotten back into photography from a long hiatus, one who is a successful fine artist, and two of us had just finished the PhotoLucida experience. We talked a lot about the importance of leaving some questions unanswered in images. We talked about how each of us has been influenced by other photographers. He told a story about contacting Sally Mann and asking her if she thought he was infringing on her style. I appreciated that very much. George Tice has been a big influence on me. I took a workshop with him in Maine a few years ago and beyond learning how a fine print should look, I learned something I didn’t expect. I realized that it was ok to be an urban landscape photographer working on the east coast — that I didn’t need to be in New Mexico photographing the landscapes that many others before me had already shot. This was a very important realization. I bring this up because I don’t recall the description for the workshop saying something like, “Also, you will learn that you don’t have to be a world traveler to develop your vision as a fine artist! You’ll realize you can photograph in your own back yard!” There are things I have learned in every class/workshop that were unexpected. After that workshop I went to work in Charleston, West Virginia on a portfolio I ultimately named The Other Charleston. I’m not sure I would have committed to that project if I hadn’t seen the beauty in George Tice’s work in Paterson, NJ.

I wrote in another post about the artist book that I prepared for PhotoLucida of my series Displaced. I was really interesting in taking this workshop because of Raymond’s success in publishing. I’m not sure what I wanted to hear from him exactly, but I guess I just hoped to gain any knowledge or insight into the publishing process. He shared with us a new book about to be released by Nazraeli Press as well as some handmade books that he had made with the help of his son as designer. I found this part of the day the most interesting. In particular, he showed us one small book with maybe 12 images of his son mowing the lawn… back and forth, row by row. It was a very intimate short book and one I admired very much. I knew then, immediately, what I would take away from the workshop.

During PhotoLucida, Jim Casper of LensCulture presented a midday lecture on a couple of photographers using innovative methods for image creation and presentation. There were some very grand and elaborate processes being shown. One photographer, Myoung Ho Lee, was framing trees with white backdrops in their natural environments. Some of the white canvases span 60 x 45 feet and he uses a crew and cranes to set them up. I remember watching this lecture wondering if Mr. Casper was trying to show us that this is good work, or if it’s the process that is the actual art. I wonder a lot when I visit galleries whether it is value is in the actual piece of art or the process in which it was created. I left that lecture feeling a little overwhelmed and anxious about the difficulty in competing for attention with so many other photographers and wondering, “Do I need to come up with such an expensive and elaborate method for capturing my subjects?”

With that lecture fresh on my mind, seeing Meeks’ little book about his son mowing the lawn made me realize this: I am not a photographer who will orchestrate cranes and a crew to take a picture. I like the solitude of photographing, I like the feeling of connecting with some other being on earth, I like the intimacy of my work. I realized that there are times when I don’t need to take such a broad approach to producing. I can do small little projects, with 10 images or so and narrate a short story instead of a novel. It was a realization that felt just as important as the one I had with Tice and I know that it will stay with me for a long time.

I was very inspired by that little Meeks book. So much so that I’m starting a new portfolio this weekend. More later…Raymond Meeks Photographing

Just one more blog…

I have just been named Artist in Residence for Newspace Center for Photography in Portland, Oregon, which entails a month-long intensive project dedicated to my work on a new portfolio, presently titled Coexistence. This blog gives me the opportunity to show the evolution of a portfolio. I will be posting images and my thoughts as this work evolves. I have often hoped an artist would intimately share their process; during a workshop or formal class, we rarely get a chance to see how a body of work changes over time. In this blog, I’ll talk about what I consider to be good images, what are bad images, what should or should not be included, what is an appropriate title, who will be the audience for this work, etc.

I am always interested in hearing how other artists accept or reject work, how the focus of a project can change, and how to develop and apply a set of rules for a portfolio, but I find most photographers are either making these decisions in private, or are unwilling to show anything unless it is in a “finished” state. I don’t remember ever finding someone who would be willing to share their “reject” pile publicly. I hope that by sharing mine, you might learn something about your own work, or at least be able to participate in a discussion about whether you agree or disagree with my perceptions.

Where this portfolio stands in it’s infancy…

I just moved to Portland in October, 2008 and have spent the last few months getting to know the city and other photographers working here. I have been very excited to get back to working with my large format 4×5 view camera and a set of industrial landscapes seemed an appropriate topic to focus my residency on. I have tentatively titled this work Coexistence, and hope to be able to show how our obsession to control, inhabit, and possess Nature never really works and eventually a new relationship between the natural and manmade is born, sometimes beautiful, sometimes chaotic, but to me, always interesting. The image below was a starting point.

Some background on me…

I began my career shooting black-and-white film and only this year adopted color. I scan my images on an Epson v750 and print on an Epson Stylus Pro 4800. I shoot both medium and large formats. I have a 4×5 Wisner large format view camera, a Mamiya 6 medium format camera (my personal favorite) and a Holga. All three of these camera’s capabilities are exhibited in my previous work which can be seen on my website at www.laurenhenkin.com. I am a meticulous printer and view the print as the final product, not an image you see on your monitor. I think this is an important fact to share, as many of you will be judging this work on the digital representations that you see on your monitors. Unfortunately, I can’t make a print magically pop out of your monitor, but I will do my best to describe any printing problems that I run into.

I have done some initial small test prints for this portfolio on Hahnemuhle’s German Etching paper and have been pleased by the results. For now, this is my paper choice for this portfolio. This will be my first series of large format color images. I have some concerns about whether this new color work will cohere with my existing black and white images and will I be able to adapt my workflow in Photoshop to the new set of tools I will need to learn for color work. These are only a few of the initial questions that I have at this point, I’m sure there will be many more throughout this process.

I hope you will check back often and participate in this process!

Lauren

Coexistence Portfolio

Coexistence Portfolio Image #1